Morning all, Hope you are well. The fellas are taking care of the Universe for me today. I’m emotionally compromised right now.
The day started out pretty good. I was up until 5 or 6, but was able to sleep finally. I slept until maybe 11 or so. I saw I missed a phone call, and finally got off the horn a few minutes ago.
I don’t deal with emotions well. A safe place for me to deal is in my headset. So, while that sucker is recharging, I have my favorite earbuds in. It was the 3rd phone call of the day that did me in. I’ve had 4 phone calls so far.
First, I reached for metallica. Sadly, they werent strong enough for the crap crawling its merry way through the little grey cells. I needed stronger medicine. I then on the text suggestion of a friend reached for Rob Zombie. That hits the spot.
Yes, I suppose I should talk about letting go, and all the crap. There are times when that just isn’t good enough. So, I turn to music.
My normal base level for music is 70’s-1999 pop or country. If I feel overwhelmed, I head for classical with Bach and Chopin. Yet today, Rob Zombie is cathartic. I may be damaging my ears, but it’s a small price to pay. I’m emotionally compromised. I need the release.
Take care my friends, gentle distance hugs. -L