Powering off the phone


I shut my phone off tonight. I realized that I spend too much time on the damned thing, and need some time away from it.

My husband is getting a bit better. He is doing more for himself, and for that I am grateful. We aren’t out of the woods yet, but he is going to be okay.

I start physical therapy tomorrow afternoon, and am not sure how to feel about it. I know it is necessary, but I also know how much more it is going to hurt in the short term. It’s part of life.

Other than that, it’s been a quiet day. Instead of running all over heck and back getting things done, we spent the day at home. There’s more time for that type of thing another day.

By the way, I ended up yelling at my husband. He did something he asked me to do for him, 5 minutes after he asked me to do it. Sighs. I guess we are back to run when he requests sheet again.

I better go, take care, have a good night. -L

Camp cookware for the win


Morning all, I’ve got the chores mostly done, and am back at the desk. Young Master Duke is outside enjoying the fresh air, especially since there is no-one on the football field. We live for times like these.

Last night, when my beloved went ot lay down, I headed into the kitchen for the duration. He needs quiet, and can’t hear my speaker playing podcasts from the bed. It’s a win-win.

I loaded the dishwasher, and set the recycling for the garage. I decided to use up some of the older eggs in the fridge, so I was going to boil some. I tried finding the right sized pan in the cupboard, but just couldn’t. I didn’t want o wake my beloved up. I really didn’t want to wake him up.

So, I grabbed one of the most recent additions to my camping tools. It’s a pan set that is for a small family. I do have hopes of cooking out on the patio with my husband this fall. He bought it for me as a Thank You. I dug it out, and boom, the perfect pan.

I boiled up the eggs, and he woke up just as I was peeling my happy snackage. It’s all good. A little garlic salt,and a little black pepper, and I’m a happy woman.

I still have work to do this morning, and I just got the notification of a video from one of my favorite youtubers. So, I’m going to grab a hot cuppa, and enjoy my friend’s latest video. Hugs my friends, take care. -L

Late night update


Hello all, it’s been one of those days. Spent about half of it in bed, and I’m about to crawl in.

First off, have started studying the literature again. However, imposter syndrome is a bitch. I don’t normally cuss on here, but drat, it’s horrible.

You know how, when you run into somebody, they can encourage you to doubt every decision you have ever made? Yep, that happened. This has been one hell of a brain day. I know, addict brain is an evil rat bugger who needs to be taken out to the back 40 and put out of my misery.

I figure with the stress from the Hubs’ surgery, the fact that I’m going to ftf meetings exclusively again, and all the other crapola that is going on, addict brain is taking advantage.

FFS.

GRR.

I’m going to try to catch a few zz’s. I have a post scheduled for the morning already. Hugs my friends. Take care. -L