Not enough

There are weeks when I feel like I am not enough.

  • Not strong enough
  • Not smart enough
  • Not brave enough
  • Not courageous enough
  • Not ladylike at all
  • Not grown up enough
  • Not honest enough
  • Not good enough
  • Not anything enough
  • The truth is, I am not any of those things. I am a work in progress. I owe many many amends years and years later.
  • I do the best I can. However to keep going I go to at least 7 meetings per week. I work the program as much as possible.
  • I do what God has given me to do.
  • I don’t give up with God’s help. I was asked today if I could or would resign from service positions I have taken on. The answer was “No, my sponsor would beat the hell out of me if I did.”
  • While that is not exactly true, it is true enough. I need to grow up, and be a good person.
  • I will.
  • One day at a time.
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