There are weeks when I feel like I am not enough.
The truth is, I am not any of those things. I am a work in progress. I owe many many amends years and years later.
I do the best I can. However to keep going I go to at least 7 meetings per week. I work the program as much as possible.
I do what God has given me to do.
I don’t give up with God’s help. I was asked today if I could or would resign from service positions I have taken on. The answer was “No, my sponsor would beat the hell out of me if I did.”
While that is not exactly true, it is true enough. I need to grow up, and be a good person.
One day at a time.
- Not strong enough
- Not smart enough
- Not brave enough
- Not courageous enough
- Not ladylike at all
- Not grown up enough
- Not honest enough
- Not good enough
- Not anything enough
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I'm a knitter, crocheter, spinner, weaver, lunatic and insomniac in recovery.. Welcome to my mind! Your life as you knew it will never be the same.
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